Literally 5 days to graduation. “Reopening” has begun, though tentatively. Dr. Fauci’s voice, so prominent in March and April, has been muted by the focus on re-starting life and the social unrest we are experiencing. I read yesterday that he is very concerned about a more devastating outbreak as Americans do what they do best: ignore science and do what they want. Governor Murphy has lifted the stay-at-home order and people can resume their lives, with restrictions. My oldest child is going to go back to work, selling home improvement products, on the 22nd. I’m concerned about that; I hope that his employer provides proper PPE.
And then there’s the mad dash to finish outstanding school projects. One of the people, who I will not name here, was up all night last night working. It’s hard to do a month’s worth of work for several classes at once in a few days. The child needs a nap and a shower and has to go back at it shortly. I’d like to say I am sympathetic. I’m not. Anxious, yes. Sympathetic, no. I’d like for it to be over so we can start the next chapter. It’s overwhelming to do both. Thank goodness at least one of them is self-sufficient.
It all makes my head hurt. My brain feels like it’s being pulled into too many different directions and I don’t know which way to turn or what thing to do next. Between being new in my job – I’m on the second set of 30 days – and trying to make sure the kids complete their high school work AND do what’s needed for college, complicated by COVID-19, I’m stressed out. Everyone’s anxiety is at an all-time high, navigating social issues, social distancing rules, online learning and remote working.
And yet, things could be so much worse. Or is the worst yet to come?
Time will tell. I can only hope that the kids stay safe, stay healthy – and can leave high school with their heads held high. It’s been quite an experience. I’ll bet that risky behavior among teenagers is way down – no end-of-year parties, no post-prom. As a mom, I really appreciate that aspect of the mitigation measures.
We’re doing the best we can given the circumstances.